Fighting for love-life

Its been quite some time, since I visited this place, may be i come here only when things are not going great. Life is being awesome till now to me for last few years. I love running at my own pace. Having said that she's always with me holding hands together. I came to Pune last year after her to stay close to her & achieve greater heights in career. She always wanted me to be with her, we laughed, shared, enjoyed, lived, roam and now about to depart again.

Like any other Indian love story of couples from different castes,  we fought, we argued, we requested, we pleaded...at the end she gave up on my family...she hates them that's what she says. I don't know how to deal with it. All these many years what was so special and amazingly close to me wants to depart from me again to left me broken into pieces.

I don't want to live without her, i want to be with her with all her faults. I can handle anything but staying apart is in unacceptable to me.

'We'are ready to divide into I & You like it was never a 'We' before. Atleast she wants not to be 'We' anymore. I want to cry loud and hard. I want to leave this grief of loosing her. I always loved her with all ME throughout. But she cannot see that love anymore. She was always a dabbu and now also started being a dabbu, dabbu paisa that's what her parents named her once in her childhood & the name reached to me through her only. My dabbu paisa has grown to fight against me but but not for me. She herself don't want to marry me, that's what she says.

I fought with her, i argued, i roared...but she didn't listen. She is abided by some foolish myth shown by her aai baba that if she marries me then she has to live an altogether different life. Because maharashtrian and hindi siders(for them all hindi siders are biharis) culture varies a lot.

I disagree to everything and can agree to anything as long as she is with me. All my intellect supports only when she's on my side and no on the other. I called her to come & meet me but she denied, may be she fears if she meets me she'll break again & would not be able to hold her emotions anymore. Or maybe she has really forgotten everything in a day.

Hoping to bring her back. Love.

Be Happy 😃 Keep smiling 💃

We all not happy from our lives. Yes, we all are not happy because we can't stop expecting and we can't stop trying to get all the materialistic things available in and around us. We can't stop expecting the best from our job, best from our partner and its not like we don't try to give our best shot and only expecting the best from others, we too are giving our best but one which is best for you may or may not be the best for some other person, so the barometer on which you judge and decide ones performance can't be the same for sure. So what should one do, do we really stop expecting from our job, our partner, friends, our family. No we really can't. Even if you try to, you just can't but rather we all can try and practice not to get hurt or get demolarized from the results we receive. Either if its from job or things happening between you and your loved ones. One can only stop getting hurt when and only when we'd know ourself, that we're what we are and no other person can make you feel sad or down, but that can happen only when one would stop getting attached. Sarcasm, at its peak, confused??? Ha ha! Well that's the real beauty of life, if life would have been this simpler then none of us would have failed in life. Life would have became just perfect the way we all wanted which is really not possible, because there's always been one and only who rules at the top, due to his or her undoubtedly belief on himself or herself that he or she really can and nothing can stop you to achieve your goal or target in life. Be yourself, believe in your real inner strength. Soon, I am going to start writing the story of life but in a dilemma either to start from scratch or do I only write from present and in meanwhile keep on covering the past events along with it. I know the second thought is the better choice and so is my heart choice. Follow the heart. Jiyo khulke!!! Good Night 😃 👋

Work is worship!!!

When you take average or below average efforts on your work, not only you're cheating to your boss but you're also cheating to yourself. Your boss may not face that much loss by your half hearted performance but you'll be in loss for sure. Boss will be in 20-25% loss but your incomplete,below average work and half heartedly given performance will bring you really very down on the floor.

You'd soon get occupied by laziness and then you'll become habitual of doing similar level work repeatedly. Higher level work which requires more attention and efforts will become impossible for you. Your health will not support you to do so the work of such high caliber. Your self confidence gradually will come to an end and one day you'd witness and find yourself so lazy that even low caliber work will appear you to be the most difficult task.

Friends, it really doesn't matter if its a work you're doing at your home or at your shop, or at your office or for public welfare, in which you won't earn a single penny never do any sort of work with half heart and low level efforts, once you start to work with full enthusiasm and determination you will get to see people will start praising your work automatically. Your own innerself, your soul will feel satisfied and content with peace.

Your self-confidence will grow eventually and your heart will become pure and honest towards everything you do. You'd never require to request for getting appraised or need not to take any personal advantages from anyone, everything will come to your way on its own. The person who achieves perfection at his work is treated with respect and gets admired by everyone around.

With this Good Night. 😊
Love!!!

Unsaid, untold problems and our egos!!!

In todays era we've became educated but still we're not the true scholar. In my eyes you're suppose to be well mannered and well behaved to your guardians, friends and loved ones.  Being from this generation only, I feel parents and kids are deprived of each others love, care and understanding. There was a time when son had spent 14 years from his life in forest just that so as to keep his father's promise made to his mother, we know him as lord Ram, "Maryada putshottam Ram".

A lot has changed since then, neither father's have remained like Raja Dashrath was, nor son's are like Shri Ram. But does any father or son really do his part right without being really expecting from his father or son to be like Dashrath or Ram. First bring the change in you, others will transform automatically to your desires and expectation. We've reached to moon, americans are growing just because of our Indian brains but we day-by-day have forgotton our roots, our religion, our principles where father's or mother's 'will', desires & dreams was the only thing that has to be abided by the kid, then no matter what.

These days if father wants his son or daughter to wear or learn something which he likes and to his 'will' children didn't like it at all will result into a situation where parent will surely get hurt or children has to bear the embarrasment because both the genres are living and growing in different atmosphere though they live in same climatic conditions  but they're not just fitting to each others desires and expectations. But why???Why can't parents act like friends??? Many will say to suprise like my parents do care a lot and really do act like friends to me...but how many of you're really lucky to have such relationship and understanding. Caring has nothing to do with understanding, but at the same moment you can understand or somebody else can make you understand only if you care. We all are good humans its just that situation and circumstances make the evil rise inside us which over shadows the good within us. Atleast once in your lifetime we all experience this, and their may be many lucky bastards like me who had this privilege to enjoy it many times every now and then.

Next time you had a bad time with your dad or mom. Or being parents you had a bad time with your kid, let them know you care for them its just that you wanted it your way and try to find out the best for both of you by discussing and knowing each other views entirely, not by running away from it.

"The problem is never been a problem, the actual problem is the attitude which you carry for the problem."

Life is really damn b'ful so is the love inside us. So love truly and  forgive quickly!!!

Come on lets sing it.

"Bhul bhi jao Baat purani
Papaji ke chate
Yaad jo rakhna..
Hai to rakho mammi ke parathe
Bhul bhi jao
Baat purani
Papaji ka chate (chate..)
Yaad jo rakhna..
Hai to rakkho mummy ke parathe."
Thank you god for giving such lovely parents to each one of us.
Good Night:-P
TC ♥

Money!!! Paisa bolta hai!

Money!!! How much does it matters to an individual? May be it'd matter in some or other way, varies from person to person depending upon their desires, needs, necessities and their intellect. Yes many more factors may affect this but at the end of the day what matters is, Are you happy or not? Or is that money worth? Is that money able to keep you healthy, happy and sound enough to enjoy the best of life. Fifty-fifty situation, some of us may say yes, some of us may say no but the concern behind discussing money is its true importance, how much importance one should give to it. You might have meet or seen peoples neglecting their health issues and continuosly keep on avoiding doctors so as to save that extra penny from your pocket for some or other reason say parents saving for their kids so as to provide them good edu, some may want to get his or her daughter get married soon, billions of reasons may be there.

What if??? Yes, everyone who is saving is worried about what if? This what if? makes them save all those pennies from their pocket which they earn from some or other means. In country like India and state like Maharashtra, you come to see and meet hundreds and thousands of peoples worried about their future and what it actually persists is nothing but money and only money but is money really worth striving for. No not at all but sarcastically you even can't deny its equal importance in life. We all need money for the survival. Food, cloth and mobile are the basic needs of todays world. Have you noticed something I bought some change. I guess you all know why i replaced the shelter with mobiles...i don't think boys and gals of this generation may need any explanation on this.

No matter how much we all would deny that money doesn't matter and all, but the bitter truth is, its fucking damn important in life. Because as long as you're rich half of your problems will vanish automatically but don't value money so much that others may not appear you important and you'd start to devalue the people who care for you.

Relax!!! Read it in its actual rhythm.

"Baap bada na bhaiya, the whole thing is that ki bhaiyya sabse bada rupaiyya."

So friends do earn as much as you can but keep your dear and near ones happy along with that. Its really very important to maintain the balance between the duo in life. Have a happy and healthy life and you may all learn and earn a lot in life. With this wish.
Good Night :-P

Welcome to my world

I welcome you all to my world of happiness, dreams, desires, hopes, expectation, love, affection and care. Life is really very b'ful so I want to cherish each and every moment of it, thats why I never bother if its day or night or what time it is.

Let me introduce you to the most amazing, funny and b'ful gal I ever meet in my life, I call her Betu, she is really close to my heart. I know her since last seven years. We're the best buddies and the best companions. Yes its been seven years but its like I know her since ages. We being humans want to be get loved by someone, we all want that someone special in our life who will be yours for forever, she/he would care, love and protect you. But do we all really get what we want to? No not at all, because of our over expecations moreover also because of  our excess of desires, we all are missing or ignoring that someone special that we all possess. That most amazing and really someone special person is you and only you. You're the best thing happenned to you, you're the most special person for yourself, love yourself and be yourself everyone else would start loving you automatically. No need to act god to live for others and do good to others and pretend to be a good human being rather behave good to yourself, respect your innerself and automatically you'd reflect a great personality living inside you. Its all about you and only you what matters, how you lived? how you enjoyed this god's  b'ful gift called life.

I work in a software development firm, yes I am a software engineer by profession. Don't want to hype myself but I am a good software developer and a very ambicious person. I carry very big dreams and targets to achieve and day-by-day I am growing in it. By gods grace, someday I will reach to my destination for which I have planned for.

Thank you god for showing this wonderful day. Good Night :-)